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Do not give so many shits!!
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When something is not going well, I get wanted to write something.

Because I cannot think or write complicated things in English, sometimes I have to struggle with myself, for this is totally my fault.
Probably people consider me as the person who is less intelligent person than I expect, and actually this is true because I cannot fully understand what is going on.

I could also say that I did not succeed almost anything this year.
What I experienced is absolutely good, what I contemplate is relatively good, but actually what I achieved is not good at all.
For instance, practically I did not get good marks in TU, or I did not get any award this year.
Even there is no tiny success.

Nevertheless, sometimes thinking in English or writing in English is good for me, because I can only do these in a simple way.
And, I believe that “Simple is strong”
Simplicity makes me clear.
Simplicity is easy to convey, etc.

Japanese language is kind of complicated, therefore sometimes I try to avoid risks which are actually necessary or try to hide my own opinion.
In that sense, English is good, I would say.

But, when things become complicated the simplicity should be the result from lots of contemplation.In that sense, again thinking in English is not good at all, because I have to switch the language.
I am trying not to change these days, but still there is a long way to go.

This kind of depressing feeling becomes strong when something is not going well.
And I cannot help getting fed up with myself.

However, depressing too much does not enrich myself.

Do not give so many shits!
DO NOT GIVE SO MANY SHITS!!

We need empty space in ourselves to be kind to others.
Even if things are not going well as I hoped, definitely it is better to try to find out good aspects of the facts!!
If I did not have good English, I would try to improve it, or I would show my thought by action or result.
This will enrich me!!

During coming week, I have to make a presentation for Siebolt-kai which will be next Sunday and the last presentation in my study period in the Netherlands.
And this is good opportunity for me to reconsider my curiosity.
Actually I have to explain Aleppo Project, but I can explain by my own way.

Let's start preparation!!
by machine1984 | 2008-11-03 01:24 | 妄想
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